This is my story,mera pehla doosra ishq

she no longer love's me

This is my story,mera pehla doosra ishq

(my 1st second love)

My finger couldn't stop rolling down my phones keypad and I kept on calling her number,it had been weeks we didn't had any conversation,yeah everyone used to say long distance relationship doesn't work. As in my case it was completely opposite.

 I used to say them in my case it works because meri wali alag hai(she is different from other's) yeah she was different from others when every i think to describe her it sounds lesser then a balet but im rather dating a fruit salad and has the days passed and there was no call from her side I felt that everything is fading away and started realize that what others had opinon about the long distance was completely right but still the stupid heart wont give up so easily helping me out with cordinating with brain by constantly sending good  thoughts and memories about her making me realize that she is right beside me,we had best moments when we used to meet up.  

I remembered those days where I trouble maker and short tempered used to get angry and disconnect her call for useless reasons and she tries to call again and again just to convince me saying I was right even though if I was wrong.the long calls where she never ever made me realize that we are so far miles away from each other.

But the things won't go has expected sometimes. This was the time where inside me had started conveying that she has gone and this time she wont be back my heart completely broke down and i could only realize was fadeness. The months of relationship had come to an end i felt like everything was a just a bad nightmare.

 Where i can find  a call from her side like early morning when she used to help me out just to wake me up and i used to ignore her  keeping in flight mood now understood the true value.

Just say me what was the reason was that so easy to forget someone.was our love fake or was that you???

Akele aaye the aur akele hi
chale jayenge.
han kuch jhuthe log mile the
duniya main
jo kehte the marte dam tak saath
nibhayenge..!

Yeah i have got the reason but i was waiting to hear it from you???

I know you wont come back left me unanswerable.

I know we will never meet up again and yeah i hope my fingers wont roll it down anymore to call you,because you left me no reason because there is no chance of buying a ticket once the train has already left the station.

I wish u never had met me.........................................................................

My only wish is you be happy be safe...... 

breakfast?

lunch?

dinner?