Lost Love

she no longer love's me Phase::2 The day of regret  Why you seemed so worried? is everything alright dear,shouted my friend from the other end of the terrace.but still I was in my deep thoughts.I never expected that he will see my face again.the seconds of our eye contact made me realize my past mistakes which I made.         I was getting frozen up with that cold temperature,but still deep inside me there was something which was keeping me warm and that was nothing but our old memories.the eyes which still cries for my attention has made him heartless towards me for my past mistakes.I tried hard in hotel to spoke it out, but couldn't. I started to hate myself seeing him and started crying within myself.I started to feel pity for myself.  There was a deep silence wandering around me and suddenly there was hand on my shoulder from behind trying to console me.    kya hua tume?Kyon tha wo ? why are you so disturbed after ret...

she no longer love's me Phase::1 The Unexpected Arrival            It was late night,  I had completed my work and was returning back home.  As I was already late,  I decided to have food from a close by Indian restaurant.  I started to search for a good Indian restaurant near by and my car gps tracked it down in a couple of seconds.  It was a mile away and was named zaika restro near blandford street.  It took me around 10 mins to reach the place and park my car.           As I entered the restaurant,  I booked a table near the entrance and it had a clear view of the streets,  the streets were covered in snow  and the snow was glittering under the street lights.  The restaurant I was in was completely different from other restaurants in UK. The interior was designed with glass and crystals and the food here was marvelous. It had been years since I had some  ...

she no longer love's me   Bachpan wala pyaar    Isn't it surprising,that we get attached to a person so much that in their absence we feel like we have missed something important part of the day.   The days of my vacation were about to end and I was so happy and excited to meet my friends. I had stepped into 3rd standard of my schooling, where we could start writing with pen and no more pencil. I unzipped my pouch, took out my pen and wrote my name on the first page of my notes. I was like, 'Oh shit!!'. I had mentioned wrong class. I took out my eraser to erase but couldn't.  That was the moment when I realized that they had handed over a pen to a student thinking we have grown up and wouldn't make mistakes anymore, but I had already made one on my book as well as in my life.   The kannada class was done and this was the subject where I used to get screwed up by my kannada teacher. Yeah I'm really bad at it.    It was lunch break aft...

she no longer love's me       She turned 18       The gifts where lying at one corner of my house. She had turned 18 today. All the months of planning and the level of excitement had pulled me down after reading the text message.           She had gone and would never come back now. Everything faded so soon. Even wind could understand me and had calm down. There was nothing left between us but still my hands couldn't stop looking out for my phone and my fingers hurried to type HAPPY 18, though they shivered. But, suddenly a notification pops up reading 'Battery low' post which I realized something is wrong and ultimately ended up deleting the text. I had somehow convinced my heart not to look back again.  Finally ended up switching off my phone to avoid the distractions and just concentrated on the studies. It was a hard time going on. Few hours later....        I could hard...

she no longer love's me The holy month  Everything was going better then great till September arrived,the most awaited month for both. September                   This month was not only special for her but also for myself, as it was month of her birthday. This month I wanted to make her realize how special and how happy I was while having her around.for years we had hardly meet up but the regular hours of calls and late chat she never made me realize that we are miles far apart. But this time I planned myself to spend my entire day with her.    I booked the tickets and bought the gifts setting myself with lots of excitement running over my head to reach the place on her birthday. But destiny had not planned the same.  The exam tt(timetable) dropped like an atom bomb in my life leaving me with no option,the months of planning and the level of excitement had completely dropped down. Everything was sha...

she no longer love's me some time its better to let the people go.. sometimes its better to let people go in your life not each one is meant to stay,its not necessary that every person whom you meet are meant for long term life partner its just that those people come in your life just to teach you how you can lead your happy life with your right partner in future.don't get depressed if they leave you in middle of the way its just that you need to wait for the right person who can take to continue your way.   yeah you may find it difficult and end up giving yourself but be strong many ups and downs will be there in your life,many obstacles will try to stop you just stronger your hearts and go with the flow and have a hell lot of patience because its not that easy too and the person whom you gona meet is under process....... As you look back on your life,you may realize that what you thought was rejection from something good was actually re-direction to somethin...

she no longer love's me This is my story,mera pehla doosra ishq (my 1st second love) My finger couldn't stop rolling down my phones keypad and I kept on calling her number,it had been weeks we didn't had any conversation,yeah everyone used to say long distance relationship doesn't work. As in my case it was completely opposite.  I used to say them in my case it works because meri wali alag hai(she is different from other's) yeah she was different from others when every i think to describe her it sounds lesser then a balet but im rather dating a fruit salad and has the days passed and there was no call from her side I felt that everything is fading away and started realize that what others had opinon about the long distance was completely right but still the stupid heart wont give up so easily helping me out with cordinating with brain by constantly sending good  thoughts and memories about her making me realize that she is right beside me,we had best...